~life is like a roller coaster~

i was assigned to be an invigilator for yesterday, but i have many things jumble up in my mind, to cut it short i totally forgot.

i supposed to come one hour early before the paper start.

but yesterday, my bad day, i was late to work.

i reach there when they already half an hour started their paper,

without knowing what paper it was.

it was English!

ahaha.

don't know why, but i think they choose the wrong person.

I am totally at the wrong place, and wrong time!

my English is not so good.

no, its not good at all.

u can read it here, it was damn freaking broken English.

when i enter the hall, the chief invigilator staring at me, with the weird look.

i can tell.

maybe she taught i am student, and i was thirty minutes late for the paper.
i also cant believe who am i now.
going down a memory lane, I've learn. a lot.
and, i am grateful to Allah for gave me the opportunity to be in this community.
what else can i ask for.
there were so many upside down, before i can reach here.
ive been broken, and bent.
but i know i have to stay strong.
Allah is a better planner, and He know best.
but sometimes, i just cant endure.
all the perseverance.
sometimes, i was asking, why this, why there.
and i know it is wrong, to question what has been fated.
do you ever run when u have a problems?
i do.
many times.
and i know it wont solve any things.
i used to let go my career.
i used to run away from everyone.
i used to neglect myself.
but, thanks, i dodged the bullet.
cant figure out what will happen next,
but ill sit back and enjoy the ride!
well, it is life, rite, n life is like a roller coasters!

~happy malaysia day!~

16th Sept 2011.
i am very happy.
on the behalf of my little charming friend.
she is happily married to mr arqam.
finally, alhamdulillah.
rejoicing on the day.
spending time with Hyppo's.
words cant explained how grateful i am,
for having them as friends.
time really flies, we've been together since last 5 years.
going back to the memory lane,
i would never expect we'll stick together, till today.
no matter what, i know they will always there.
i've been bent and broken, many times,
but they are pillar of my strength.
of course my Lord and family comes first,
but i really love them like sisters.
When it hurts to look back, and scared to look forward because unsure what future holds, i can look beside me, n i am pretty sure they right there, for me.
Most people walk in and out of my life,
but only true friends will leave footprints in my heart.

to aen : selamat pengantin baru.