what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

A lots of thing to remember in twenty thirteen. 

Earlier on this year, life is normal, dull and plain.
wake up in the morning, rushing to work, then leave when it times to go.
Younger sister is happily married. Wishing you a blessed happy marriage life.
My relationship? okay i guess.
Cheer him up on his new job. 


But, things didn't go the way we've planned.
Life is not a bed of roses, right?

In the middle of the year, life starting to mess up. 
It starts with the relationship problem.
To cut it short, my dear mister grumpy walk away,
Yes to someone he just recently known. i must say.,
ya you've known this girl for only five or six month, and
you're leaving your four years friend away?
I should have known from lie number one that he was trouble.
Little lies became bigger lies.


I don't give a damn.
No, truth is I am very sad, upset i can't think any.

So I went on a holiday with my friend.
We took a week off.

Bandung, here we go!
But on the first day there, we have diarrhea. 
Desperately looking for toilet when we were on the ride, on the "tuk-tuk". 
We cannot go anywhere. So we decided to stay in the room until the next day.
Shopping is heaven here. 
So Pasar Baru is included in itinerary for every day.
Hahaha. Bought several patterns of telekungs (RM80 where i found the same telekung RM250 somewhere in KL) and also sejadah wangi.
Went to Kawah Putih.The scenery was awesome.
Heard it somewhere that the lake will change its color depending on the temperature.
Its Greenish when i was there.The area is highly concentrated with sulphur, so buying a mask is a must!
Spending money at the outlets as well. There are so many outlets you can choose.
Brownies and local delicacies is a must try!
Alpukat juice is cheaper, so grab some.


Then, its time to go back, facing the reality. 
Dealing with break-up is not easy.
Its not that it takes overnight and then you can forget everything the next day.
But i kept myself busy.

Two or three weeks after that, auntie called.
Poppo was terminally ill during that time.
I know I need to make time for her to show how much i love her, to thank her, and to say sorry.
So i put aside another shit.
KL-Ipoh, back and forth.
until one day,
I lost my poppo, forever.
I know no one will call me 'bibik' after this.
Sad. Very sad. This is the second lost in this year.


Moving and carry on.
Registered myself as a new student.
Meet new charming friends,
But studying and working is not easy. 

Busy with all the assignments, and reports without noticing 2013 nearly come to an end.
Its because final exam starts on 26th and only end on 7th of Jan.
But, something bad happened perfectly for 2013 closure.
On 31st Dec night, involved in accident, where i hit someone's bumper.
Its 31st night!!!!! Its  not that i went out for new year celebration or what, i just finished my exam that time, and i am on my way going back home.
And I am terribly sorry I caused LDP jammed that night.
One thing i wont forget for the rest of my life, 

the driver ask me " you have so many contacts in your phone, yet you don't have anyone to come?"

Opsoyo ahjussi.

okay. Writing this post makes my eyes watery. I am not crying, Its the wind.

Gonna leave 2013 behind. Hope The bad has gone, and good things are coming for 2014.
InsyaAllah, May Allah bless.