~forget and forgive~

i wont forget it..i wont forget the way you treat me so badly. i wont forget every little things that you said. i wont forget how you yell at me. i wont forget how you chewed me up and spilled me out. i try not to forget and not to forgive.

I am only human, I have my own feelings too..i am not your pet..neither dog nor cat that you can shout at..if i am wrong, then just consult me..i can fixed my fault, apologize and amend it..but you make me like asking the forgiveness from a stone..i kept wondering, where is the value of our friendship to you? am i bothering you all this while? makes you annoying so much? what have i done wrong..please clarify.

you didn't even appreciate the moments that we spent together, shared the laughter and the pains..i do not know what changed you, but i will do as you ask for..i will walk away from your life, because all i ever wanted is to see you happy and if it makes you happy enough, its ok..i am alrite..but please DO NOT COME AGAIN IN MY LIFE..i mean that..others said, friendship stays..but you open up my eyes, that friendship mean nothing to you. pity you enough.

i wish i can be your pen to write down the happiness in life, or at least an eraser to erase your sorrow before, but now you make me feel like i have become a plastic bags..drifting through the wind.no one cares..or a ball..u kick when u want to. or a shirt. when u think u need it, u used it, otherwise u throw it under the bed.

i don't want to say much. Thanks. TQVM. Thanks because you have taught me something..and used to make me smile. not to forget, u also taught me how to cry a river.

~a bird that you set free may be caught again, but a word that escapes your lips will not return~