hehe..
congrats! Malaysia boleh! yup. Malaysia can do it. proud to be Malaysian.
Malaysia boleh, why can't i?
see, everyone can do it.
nothing cant be solved.
i know i can do it.
but i choose not to do it.
maybe i choose to hang on to what I have.
Changes need time. nothing would change anything unless my heart and mind wants to.
I think I am stronger enough but I soon discern that this is very hard to go through.
i just don't know.
I wish I can sleep well and when i wake up, i don't remember anything. But i know i couldn't.
There's a time in your life that you will feel miserable, nothing u do seems right.
i know this thing will affect me sooooooo dramatically.
it can be devastating.
but, luckily things are going pretty good at work this week.
we go jalan2 at mid during working time..shhh..
but its only this week, as next week and coming days is not a freedom day anymore.
a little bit regret because i didn't fully used the freedom like my friend did.
she log in to work, then she went out jalan2. only coming back during lunch hour, then at 3 log out balik rumah. interesting ey?
me?
log in at 73+ or sometimes 74+, then sitting quietly in the office, alone at my level.
doing all the works till i get sleepy. 12.00 going to lunch.
after asar prayer, log out. then, starting to face the crawling traffic at federal highway.
my every days routine for this week.
but, i bump into him yesterday!
i understand that someone asking the PA for my email. is that u?lalala..
that maybe a sign for me to come to work early.
is it?
things happen because they were meant to be. as narrated in the Quran, " ... (God is) the originator of the heavens and the earth. When He decides on something, He just says it, "Be!" and it is. "
hope can see u later.
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