I am very scared.
scared of being tired, give up, or might be lost in the middle of the life path..
as we growing older, things are become harder. every single things is on you now. you have the right to choose your own way. if you make mistakes, then you will regret for the rest of your life. but, nobody was born perfect. as we go to reach the perfections, we will do better.
being far from family or being alone is the hard things, even it's not the hardest, but it's still. no doubt. I have to be myself. do not easily influenced by others, or surrounding. it really freaking me out. i am scared if i will contribute to the increasing number of social problems nowadays. hopefully i did not. InsyaAllah. Dear Lord, protect me along the straight path.
i just scared when the times will come.. the times when my eyes will cease to blink. when the Angel of Death will be knocking at the door. what if i am invited to see Him when i am lost in searching the real meaning of life, lost in the worlds fantasy..what if i am too late to repent. too late to see the reality.. when it does not mean anything..i do not know. i m just scared. we do not know what the future holds.
it will happen to everyone. yes. death. it will come like a blow. sometimes we didn't expect it. the question is am i ready if i the next on line? .........
do not take God for granted.
"then shall anyone who has done an atom's weight of good, see it! And anyone who has done an atom's weight of evil, shall see it!" -Al-zalzalah,99 : 7-8
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