~it's did not work.~

my ten years friend urged me to get to know his friend.

some kind of match making.

i don't know.

maybe its a curse.

its never work out.

starting from I am still undergrad kot.

actually, i really didn't even care.

maybe at this moment la.

i have to think about this later.

i am giving the benefits of the thought that my friends thought that i am not enjoying my life since i am single or maybe i am lonely, so they come out with the craziness idea, which introducing me to their friends. or maybe their bf's friends.

but, as i said earlier, its never turn out.

hehe.

i just think that there are no rushing in this kind of things.

it will come to you and sit softly.

its only the matter of time.

:)

i learnt something last night,

the more we are looking for the happiness and perfectness, we might get confuse with our own selves.

eventually we realize that the happiness was there. long time before.