~jumble of feelings and thoughts~

"semoga engkau kan mengerti

akan perasaan ini..

maaf ku telah terbuai terbuang

maaf sungguh ku tak bisa untuk kembali padamu"

i think we are not meant to be together.

they said,

we make them cry who care for us.

we cry for those who never care for us.

and we care for those who will never cry for us.

this is the truth of life.

its strange but true.

once you realize this, its never too late to change.

me said,

its better to love someone that love you.

fullstop.

walk off if someone does not feel the same way as you do.

do not give them the privileged of the relationship.

it needs two to tango rite?

i am nowhere perfect to talk about relationship things.

i am hopelessly in love.

i have failed before.

but the failure had taught me a lots.

accepting reality.

its the most important.

Love is like bus stop, there is always going to be another opportunity for the bus to stop again- if we are ready for it at the bus stop.

Life is too short for brooding over the sorrow.

as for now,

i am enjoying my life.

i am too scared to move on the next step, or starting on a new relationship.

its only because i am fragile, as a tiny papers.

trauma maybe. lol.

Just like a book's cover, it may appear to be hard but once you open up, you'd realize the thinny layers of paper.

And the reason behind this is because they are protecting the fine paper.

My cinta:

my supergirls:

~there are things that we don't want to happen, but have to accept,

things we don't want to know but have to learn,

and people we can't live without but have to let go~