~make the laughter outweigh the tears~

alhamdulillah..

i think everything is started to fall into places now.

thanks.

after a few weeks..only now i got the explanation.

it did not bothered me at all.

i even did not hurt.

maybe all i ever wanted is the simple clarification.

to help me seeing the clearer view.

annoying and irritating.

we cannot get everything that we dream for, rite.

everything happen for a reason.

Life is like an hourglass.

Eventually, everything hits the bottom.

All you have to do is wait it out until someone comes along and turns it around.

what really matter is are you ready to make changes, or you just wanna give up and stay at the bottom for the rest of your life.

after 6 months being here, (wow! 6 months already..time really flies) i make a lot of friends.

before this, i think i should built a wall because i did not want anyone to overtake my self worth and make me think small of myself. ever again.

but,

heart is a bottle of perfume.

if you never open it, nobody will knows the fragrance inside it.

but, if you keep it open, soon you lost all the fragrance.

so, act wisely. n be careful in choosing your friend.

it's a great achievement when you make a friend for hundred years.

it could makes a greater difference having everyone saying a simple "hi" and smiling at you, rather than being isolated in your environment and no one cares.

I have been busy for this month.

I didn't even manage to read the Dec 10 and Jan 11 issues of RD.

so sad.

but, a busy person never has time to be unhappy.

life is too short for brooding over sorrows.

thinking of moving out from subang.

actually, i think subang is an interesting place to live in.

but, have too.

cant wait for march!

autumn! eh salah..spring!